Wanted By Many

Hey peoples I have this new poem I wrote and I was hoping I could Get some feedback.

Wanted By Many
Wanted by many
taken by none
looking at some
waiting for one
dudes perpetrate all the time
spit all in my ear
tryna climb
the ladder to mi heart
tryna get all up in here
but i keep mi guard up
cause i never really can trust dudes
cause most of 'em lames the others is lust dudes
I don't know why I settle
settle for less
why am I always going thru this mess?
why can't I choose what's best?
for me
who I am
who I wanna be
taking all of my energy
killing me,
inside,
sometimes I wanna cry
I don't even know why I'm still alive
dealing with this pain
tryna get thru this rain
making me insane
sometimes I want it to go all down the drain
why
why does my life have to be so indecifable
why am I going thru this?
this is just high school
but when I think about it all
I take a deep breath
and stand tall
think bout how far I've come
searching
looking for the one
wanted by many
taken by none
looking at some
waiting for one