Emotions

Emotions
emotions rolling round inside me
emotions
tryna fake a smile and hide the real me
emotions
feeling these sad feelings in spite of he,
he who can't be
be with me
but wanting us to be the way we used to be
emotions
feeling like my world is crumbling
my emotions go out of control and keep tumbling
emotions
feeling like it's raining
but it's only raining on me
emotions
feeling like I don't wanna live today
not wanting to feel this way
but sometimes I wish I could just fade away
From the drama
The boyz
and all in between
But when my thoughts go bad
I can come off really mean
snapping out,
pissed off at the world
man it really sucks to be a girl
emotions
all them going out of control
but I know I'll neva be alone
cuz that's not how I roll
emotions
so many....so much
I wish I didn't have them
Oh what such luck
emotions
Thinking bout the good times
And how he used to make me feel when he was mines
feeling like I lost the greatest love of all time
I loved him with all my heart
I knew I would right from the start
Our love was like a priceless work of art
emotions
What I'm feeling now?
I don't know
I could be bien, mal, o tranquilo
emotions
to all my haterz I say screw you
but to the one I love I say
do you?
think of me anymore?
of this I can be sure
emotions
One time love came around
And it knocked me down
Still struggling to get up
Hopefully when it comes around again
I won't be set up
to fall
lose it all
again
another friend
emotions
I'm so lost
Out in the darkness with no guide
wanting to hide
what's inside
swallowing my pride
letting stuff ride
emotions
I feel alone
when I'm surrounded by friends
but the silence speaks loud
my head's in the clouds
tryna call out
for help
for hope
keep trying and trying
is it here yet?
Nope.
emotions
Anger brewing inside me
feeling the aggression and depression
settling beside me
the old me is dead and gone...
but for how long?
maybe til somebody test me
then I'mma have to resurrect me
go back to the way I used to be
but luckily
I've come too far from where I started from where I started from
too lose it all now
but I feel like I'm finna lose it
but how?
how do I keep from becoming that monster?
easy, just watch her
don't give in
even though your pride may want you to pound her face in
emotions
Happiness and joy surround part of me
Half just wants love and honesty
The other half doesn't care, just wants to party
and dance
dance my pain away
hoping this rain will just fade away
and make way
for happiness
and joy
but the best part of all
I don't need no boy
to bring me joy
I can be happy wit me
emotions
Haterz, don't like me?
your loss
but I bet in a few years
you'll be calling me
Miss Boss
don't get it backwards, criss-cross
emotions
At a loss?
for words?
for me?
Never that
I'm always here to pick up what you seem to lack
My flow is relentless
Not tryna end this
But my real intent is
to spill out all thoughts and past situations
tryna get 'em to stop and just end
but never ever should I try to drown myself in
My word stay bold and intense
But just like Ne-yo says,
I AM Miss Independent